x-mas.

it was damp this morning. i spent this morning trying to figure out facebook. what a strange place. it makes me realize how abstract social relationships are becoming. my roomie friend and i decided to spend our day at the ocean, so we drove to san pedro, my favorite place. san pedro is so humble and magical. when i am walking on the rocks i feel like i'm on another planet. they look so unformed and exotic, like i landed on venus or something, where everything is pure and the life form is just water, sea creatures, and rocks. i love how rocks become soft around the edges from the constant collision with other rocks, that is the nature of the ocean. it's so daring and edgy. i feel so alive when i'm by the water. i feel like a city mermaid who's visiting home. a comforting place that makes my heart warm. the sea is alive. the sea creatures are breathing deeply. the little pools of water that form between edges of rocks, look like fairy ponds. the moss is vital and forming on rocks. the ocean is undisturbed by industrial architecture. it is a untamed and free. my genetic memories enlighten by the ocean. time is uncompressed and life is moving. my dreams are as big as the sea.