neptune: i live and dream.

"and i realized that any game i do comes out of my own ego. my job was just to work on myself and if anything happens, it happens." ___ram dass

a melancholic day.  no center.  the mantra repeats redundantly in my head.  i have no meaning.  i just wait for the "sound" to somehow make that transformation inside me.  i am the vehicle waiting to hear the calling.  i wonder why so often i live between confusion and state.  sometimes i live in dream and sometimes i live awake.